Wednesday, March 18, 2015
sunshine
Friday, March 23, 2012
Soul Song
My damned soul dies every morning
I wish i could travel through a portal
To the place where i have always been longing
I don't know how long i have been in this hellhole
The depth of debris, i still counting
Can any anybody hear song of my soul
And find out why its ailing
find out why its ailing.. (3)
find out why its ailing
will this ever end (2)
I feel like I am a stranded sailor
lost in the sea of sorrow
my life has ended with just a trailer
no hope of finding marrow
hey, did you say I can still have some hope
and find my way tomorrow
you told me that a million times now
my reflection in the mirror
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
U made me realize
Friday, May 20, 2011
First Love
Young mind echoed the passion
Picked up at a theatre
Inspired by the ardor of two strangers
In cold weather
Was age the catalyst?
Or perhaps it was the beauty?
Was it in his Destiny?
Or a mislead conduit?
No time to be confused
No space left to contemplate
She was no more an alien
But a dweller in his heart
Love, inscribed upon the veins
Instilled every cell in the blood
Travelling through the body
Reaching the temple
To worship the goddess
To ask for a wish
That she would be water
Whilst he be the fish
Swimming through her
And breathing her in
Surrounded by her
And living within
He worshipped the idol
Instated in his heart
How to please the goddess?
Will she answer his call?
Naïve fancies
Swayed day and night
He knew not
The art of love and romance
Standing at a distance
He would observe
Sweating all over
When he meets her eye
Did she say something?
Does she know?
Coz he thought
He had seen them glow
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
So many problems
So, So many problems
So so so so many problems in my life
Its like a cycle that never dies
All I can do is look at it and give a smile and then sigh…..
What did I do to deserve this fate??
That question is off debate
Even though I would give you an answer, you cant rely
Good things are bound to happen
But I am almost always late
Miss everything by a second, don’t ask me why
So many problems
So, So many problems
So so so so many problems in my life
Its like a cycle that never dies
All I can do is look at it and give a smile and then Sigh…..
So much of difference
So so much of difference
So so so so much of difference between you and I
As much as earth and sky
The problem is that earth exists and not sky
Troubles are just delusions mate
Neither liquid nor solid state
You thought you have caught one, but they dissolve
Everything happens for a reason
And the reason’s always good
On this very principle, our lives revolve
So much of difference
So so much of difference
So so so so much of difference between you and I
As much as earth and sky
The problem is that earth exists and not sky
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Heaven
When I was in despair
When I thought life was not fair
When I cried out of rage
Because I couldn’t figure out the maze
Every hope doomed to fail
Loneliness prevailed
Horizon darkened
Crater deepened
I lost my faith
Stopped to breath
Closed my eyes, headed for an eternal sleep…..
A voice haunted my dreams
I woke up, my inside still screams
I opened my eyes
Wondered where was I
I was in heaven indeed
I heed a melody undaunted, a gleam
A verse no mortal could deem
A tune unblemished
The language angelic
Smooth like an endless stream
A song that would tranquilize a beast
A song that’s a luscious feast
A notion cherished
The theme therapeutic
Enigmatic like the sun of the east
A new crack of dawn
The dew on the lawn
Smile in the sky
I am on an isle that could fly
It’s a mystic land
Don’t want to know what’s beyond
I could reside here forever
Monday, April 11, 2011
the last wild cat
life is not 'pause'able
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
misery
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
let's get back together
when you are gone
why do i feel so sappy
still i keep humming our song
i am not seeking your attention
but i hope you notice me
im dying for your affection
the way it used to be
can we pretend that we never broke up
forget all the stuff in pre-nup
let's get back together
i was slumber
now im sober
so let's get back together
it's your fault, why dint you slap me
when im out of control
instead you have decided to stab me
how did you find my soul
we'r humans, everyone makes mistakes
why wont you let go
please forgive me for old times sake
it wasnt long ago
can we break the silence, n not choke up
past is past, let us revamp
let's get back together
i was slumber
now im sober
so let's get back together
Monday, November 15, 2010
ab hum tumhare!!
Iv fallen head over heels for you
Hum dil de chuke sanam
Ab hum tumhare...
Trying to be me
But iv figured out that I can't, you see
Hum dil de chuke sanam
Ab hum tumhare
Kal tak, kya mein tha
Aaj kya mein ban gaya
This is the very reason i tried to stay away from love
Kitne dil main thoda
kitno ko dard diya
what goes around certainly comes around
Monday, October 18, 2010
why me why?
Hate you, miss u, wanna kill you
what the hell is going on???
So many feelings
in ma heart, dont know
which is the real one..
The momemt i wake up
I wanna see your face
When i go to bed,
I say fuck you!! Grace
What happens in between
I know you know it too
How many times should i ask
Who the hell is Stu
Why me baby...
Why me why
Why dint you tell me..
That it was all a lie
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
the one
to wipe your tears
n cheer to you up
when you are sad
i want to be the one
to make you smile
I want to be the one
to hold your hands
and be with you
when you are alone
i want to be the one
you can call your own
am i the one?
I want to be the one
who'd talk wid you
for many hours
n never get bored
I want to be the one
Friday, September 24, 2010
this is the story of a common teen
i am not evil
i am just a normal guy
i am not a hunk
i am not a weasel
i am just a normal guy
i am not so smart
i am not stupid
i am just a normal guy
i am not perfect
i am not defective
i am just a normal guy
this is the story of a common teen
no one cares and no ones keen
i am not rich
i am not broke
i am just a normal guy
i am not cunning
i am not innocent
i am just a normal guy
i am not funny
i am not boring
i am just a normal guy
i am not handsome
i am not grotesque
i am just a normal guy
this is the story of a common teen
no one cares and no ones keen
i am not happy
i am not sad
i am just a normal guy
i am not an optimist
i am not a pessimist
i am just a normal guy
i am not modern
i am not old-fashioned
i am just a normal guy
i am not obedient
i am not wayward
i am just a normal guy
this is the story of a common teen
no one cares and no ones keen
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
impatient
i wish we were together
snuggling, cuddling, smooching each other
I cant wait any longer
the sooner the better
immature, imperfect thats y i lik her
angel eyes
swayed with the wind
givin me a clear view
time froze at that moment
her pretty face
will always stay
in my mind.. i cant forget her, get her
she's got angel eyes
i bet she is from heaven
she's got the sweetest smile
none that can match it
her pretty face
will always stay
in my mind.. i cant forget her, get her
Im sincere
in my persuit
of finding her
ib been here, iv been there
where is she
my pooh-bear
Monday, September 13, 2010
solitude
tierd of the cheap tricks
tierd of these fuckin pricks
i want to be alone
i hate politics
i hate cheap tricks
i hate fuckin pricks
i want to be alone
theres nothing but selfishness
everyone feels they r distressed
never happy with what they have
they want more and more
hearts are often compressed
humanity depressed
i dont know what they want
neither do they
tired of this attitude
tired of its magnitude
tired of ingratitude
i want to be solitude
i hate this attitude
i hate its magnitude
i hate ingratitude
i want to be solitude
cosmic captivator
his spaceship's taken a detour
he was forced to crash in here
hez certainly not our neighbour
hez the cosmic captivator
hez the alien aviator
friend of silversurfer
or might be a foe of galactus
who knows, like a superman
he might be another earth saviour
hez the cosmic captivator
hez the alien aviator (2)
Thursday, September 9, 2010
when its raining
the rain drops falling on my face....
the rain drops hiding my tears
i couldn't control
but still it amazes me
how you cant see my love
i have met you
under the scorching sun
the heat that would burn out the skin
but it was your heat, that burned out my heart
still it amazes me
how you cant see my love
i have met you
in spring
the blooming flowers
has diverted your attention
still it amazes me
how you cant see the autumn in my eyes
i have met you
when its snowing
the cold air that chilled the spine
i was shivering coz of the fear
that you'd leave
but still it amazes me
how you cant see my love
do i have to express my feelings and communicate in words?
i thought in love you could sense pain of the lover even when not seen...