Wednesday, March 18, 2015

sunshine

The sunshines every day
Showing him how colorful the life is
And he has things in his head
So many things blinding him of all hues

The confines he is trying to lose
Why doesn’t he Raise a flag and call for the truce
Before it’s too late, before his eyes are of no use
Will he Wake up and lose those blues
Will he Wake up and lose those blues

The sunshines every day
Giving life to all those who seek it
Will he get out from the shade?
And take off the veil and feel it

The confidence he is trying to gain
Why doesn’t he forgive and let go the pain
Before it’s too late, before his numbness end the game
Will he Wake up and lose those blues

Will he Wake up and lose those blues

Friday, March 23, 2012

Soul Song

My body seems to be fucking immortal
My damned soul dies every morning

I wish i could travel through a portal
To the place where i have always been longing

I don't know how long i have been in this hellhole
The depth of debris, i still counting

Can any anybody hear song of my soul
And find out why its ailing

find out why its ailing.. (3)

find out why its ailing
will this ever end (2)

I feel like I am a stranded sailor
lost in the sea of sorrow

my life has ended with just a trailer
no hope of finding marrow

hey, did you say I can still have some hope
and find my way tomorrow

you told me that a million times now
my reflection in the mirror






Tuesday, June 21, 2011

I just know
U dont care
Our love is
Just a souvenir
Dont you dare
To freakin stare
Get rid of the layer

Of deceit
Accept defeat
U can win
So just retreat
You are no match
for my fleet
Dont move from your seat

All these days you took me for granted
The way back to me is now slanted
Dont try to reach me
You will slide back

With past ghosts my head is still haunted
You made me feel that i am unwanted
Dont try to soothe me
I might strike back

U made me realize

U made me realize
U made me realize
U made me realize
Waked me from the dream of lies

U made me realize
U made me realize
U made me realize
The way to the sunrise

U made me realize
Of all the Joy in life
U made me realize
What's it like to fly the skies
U made me realize
True value of Tears
U made me relaize
That i have no fears

U made me realize
U made me realize
U made me realize
To see the hidden signs

U made me realize
U made me realize
U made me realize
To connect the dots with lines

U made me realize
How to mine my thoughts
U made me realize
I did not get what i sought
U made me realize
Of mysterious clots
U made me realize
Everything ends in a naught

Friday, May 20, 2011

First Love

Young mind echoed the passion

Picked up at a theatre

Inspired by the ardor of two strangers

In cold weather


Was age the catalyst?

Or perhaps it was the beauty?

Was it in his Destiny?

Or a mislead conduit?


No time to be confused

No space left to contemplate

She was no more an alien

But a dweller in his heart


Love, inscribed upon the veins

Instilled every cell in the blood

Travelling through the body

Reaching the temple


To worship the goddess

To ask for a wish

That she would be water

Whilst he be the fish


Swimming through her

And breathing her in

Surrounded by her

And living within


He worshipped the idol

Instated in his heart

How to please the goddess?

Will she answer his call?


Naïve fancies

Swayed day and night

He knew not

The art of love and romance


Standing at a distance

He would observe

Sweating all over

When he meets her eye


Did she say something?

Does she know?

Coz he thought

He had seen them glow

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

So many problems

So, So many problems

So so so so many problems in my life

Its like a cycle that never dies

All I can do is look at it and give a smile and then sigh…..


What did I do to deserve this fate??

That question is off debate

Even though I would give you an answer, you cant rely


Good things are bound to happen

But I am almost always late

Miss everything by a second, don’t ask me why


So many problems

So, So many problems

So so so so many problems in my life

Its like a cycle that never dies

All I can do is look at it and give a smile and then Sigh…..




So much of difference

So so much of difference

So so so so much of difference between you and I

As much as earth and sky

The problem is that earth exists and not sky


Troubles are just delusions mate

Neither liquid nor solid state

You thought you have caught one, but they dissolve


Everything happens for a reason

And the reason’s always good

On this very principle, our lives revolve


So much of difference

So so much of difference

So so so so much of difference between you and I

As much as earth and sky

The problem is that earth exists and not sky

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Heaven

When I was in despair

When I thought life was not fair

When I cried out of rage

Because I couldn’t figure out the maze

Every hope doomed to fail

Loneliness prevailed

Horizon darkened

Crater deepened

I lost my faith

Stopped to breath

Closed my eyes, headed for an eternal sleep…..


A voice haunted my dreams

I woke up, my inside still screams

I opened my eyes

Wondered where was I

I was in heaven indeed


I heed a melody undaunted, a gleam

A verse no mortal could deem

A tune unblemished

The language angelic

Smooth like an endless stream


A song that would tranquilize a beast

A song that’s a luscious feast

A notion cherished

The theme therapeutic

Enigmatic like the sun of the east


A new crack of dawn

The dew on the lawn

Smile in the sky

I am on an isle that could fly

It’s a mystic land

Don’t want to know what’s beyond

I could reside here forever

Monday, April 11, 2011

the last wild cat

Born from the womb of a creature
That knows no pain,
That has no revenge against its victim
or remourse for the lives it has ended
it began its journey
peircing the wind
with lightining speed
but its destiny was to pierce
the heart of the gigantic striped cat

but little does the little chunk of metal
know the events it has set in motion
from the time it was set to motion
it was a mere puppet in the hands
of the one who claims himself to be invincible
one who cannot give life but doesnt hesitate to take one
not only for his survival but for his fancies

was it a curse or an honor
to wipe of a species from the face of the earth?
to set forth an imbalance in nature
to become a seed of destruction
that would eventually end humanity one day?

life is not 'pause'able

when you look into the mirror
you see the reflection of the real world
the image is the same till the objects remain the same way in here
once they are moved the image is not the same

you want to be on the other side of the mirror
i know it is serene in there
but what you think you see... and what you think you know...
and the fact that 'you'
dont exist, is hard to believe

get back
get back its been so long
get back
get back to where you belong
get back
get back and face it
get back
get back and embrace it

pain is a common thing
its a feeling
feel the sting

Feel the fire
let it burn your passion and lead you to the right path
but not burn it to ashes

feel the air
let it awaken your senses
let the storng breeze blow away your miseries

Feel the water
let it freshen your mood
let it wash away the dirt that has blurred your vision

Feel the sky
let it remind you of the clouds
that has clogged up your sky, let your questions rain the answers

feel the earth
let it give you the platform
let it find you the place to build the world of your dreams



feel the life till you die... laugh till you cry


coz what you ask is not possible
coz life is not 'pause'able

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

misery

Why do you call me crazy???
When you know you are crazy too!!!
When I yell at you.. Hell Yea. You yell back at me

Why do you call me stupid???
When you know you are stupid too!!!
When I said I love you... You said.. totally, I love you too

May be I liked it crude back then
May be U did obtrude
I want this misery to end

Its better to conclude
Rather than to delude
I want this misery to end

why do you say im not caring
wou know you have never cared for me too
you are insensitive
inconsiderate and indecisive

you dont know what you want
still you expect me to give it to you
what eva i do, u say im not cooperative

dont want to sound so rude
but u just spoil my mood
i want this misery to end

go find another dude
i cant take your attitude
i want this misery to end

i want this misery to end.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

let's get back together

i thought i would be happy
when you are gone
why do i feel so sappy
still i keep humming our song

i am not seeking your attention
but i hope you notice me
im dying for your affection
the way it used to be

can we pretend that we never broke up
forget all the stuff in pre-nup
let's get back together
i was slumber
now im sober
so let's get back together


it's your fault, why dint you slap me
when im out of control
instead you have decided to stab me
how did you find my soul

we'r humans, everyone makes mistakes
why wont you let go
please forgive me for old times sake
it wasnt long ago

can we break the silence, n not choke up
past is past, let us revamp
let's get back together
i was slumber
now im sober
so let's get back together

Monday, November 15, 2010

ab hum tumhare!!

What do you want me to do
Iv fallen head over heels for you
Hum dil de chuke sanam
Ab hum tumhare...

Trying to be me
But iv figured out that I can't, you see
Hum dil de chuke sanam
Ab hum tumhare

Kal tak, kya mein tha
Aaj kya mein ban gaya
This is the very reason i tried to stay away from love

Kitne dil main thoda
kitno ko dard diya
what goes around certainly comes around

Monday, October 18, 2010

why me why?

I love you..
Hate you, miss u, wanna kill you
what the hell is going on???

So many feelings
in ma heart, dont know
which is the real one..

The momemt i wake up
I wanna see your face
When i go to bed,
I say fuck you!! Grace

What happens in between
I know you know it too
How many times should i ask
Who the hell is Stu

Why me baby...
Why me why
Why dint you tell me..
That it was all a lie

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

the one

I want to be the one
to wipe your tears
n cheer to you up
when you are sad
i want to be the one
to make you smile


I want to be the one
to hold your hands
and be with you
when you are alone
i want to be the one
you can call your own


am i the one?

I want to be the one
who'd talk wid you
for many hours
n never get bored
I want to be the one

Friday, September 24, 2010

this is the story of a common teen

i am not an angel
i am not evil
i am just a normal guy

i am not a hunk
i am not a weasel
i am just a normal guy

i am not so smart
i am not stupid
i am just a normal guy

i am not perfect
i am not defective
i am just a normal guy


this is the story of a common teen
no one cares and no ones keen


i am not rich
i am not broke
i am just a normal guy

i am not cunning
i am not innocent
i am just a normal guy

i am not funny
i am not boring
i am just a normal guy

i am not handsome
i am not grotesque
i am just a normal guy

this is the story of a common teen
no one cares and no ones keen

i am not happy
i am not sad
i am just a normal guy

i am not an optimist
i am not a pessimist
i am just a normal guy

i am not modern
i am not old-fashioned
i am just a normal guy

i am not obedient
i am not wayward
i am just a normal guy

this is the story of a common teen
no one cares and no ones keen

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

impatient

i love this weather
i wish we were together
snuggling, cuddling, smooching each other

I cant wait any longer
the sooner the better
immature, imperfect thats y i lik her

angel eyes

Her silky hair
swayed with the wind
givin me a clear view
time froze at that moment
her pretty face
will always stay
in my mind.. i cant forget her, get her


she's got angel eyes
i bet she is from heaven
she's got the sweetest smile
none that can match it
her pretty face
will always stay
in my mind.. i cant forget her, get her


Im sincere
in my persuit
of finding her

ib been here, iv been there
where is she
my pooh-bear

Monday, September 13, 2010

solitude

tierd of this politics
tierd of the cheap tricks
tierd of these fuckin pricks
i want to be alone

i hate politics
i hate cheap tricks
i hate fuckin pricks
i want to be alone

theres nothing but selfishness
everyone feels they r distressed
never happy with what they have
they want more and more

hearts are often compressed
humanity depressed
i dont know what they want
neither do they

tired of this attitude
tired of its magnitude
tired of ingratitude
i want to be solitude

i hate this attitude
i hate its magnitude
i hate ingratitude
i want to be solitude

cosmic captivator

hit by a meteor
his spaceship's taken a detour
he was forced to crash in here
hez certainly not our neighbour

hez the cosmic captivator
hez the alien aviator

friend of silversurfer
or might be a foe of galactus
who knows, like a superman
he might be another earth saviour

hez the cosmic captivator
hez the alien aviator (2)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

i have met you
when its raining
the rain drops falling on my face....
the rain drops hiding my tears
i couldn't control
but still it amazes me
how you cant see my love

i have met you
under the scorching sun
the heat that would burn out the skin
but it was your heat, that burned out my heart
still it amazes me
how you cant see my love

i have met you
in spring
the blooming flowers
has diverted your attention
still it amazes me
how you cant see the autumn in my eyes

i have met you
when its snowing
the cold air that chilled the spine
i was shivering coz of the fear
that you'd leave
but still it amazes me
how you cant see my love


do i have to express my feelings and communicate in words?
i thought in love you could sense pain of the lover even when not seen...