Thursday, April 14, 2011

Heaven

When I was in despair

When I thought life was not fair

When I cried out of rage

Because I couldn’t figure out the maze

Every hope doomed to fail

Loneliness prevailed

Horizon darkened

Crater deepened

I lost my faith

Stopped to breath

Closed my eyes, headed for an eternal sleep…..


A voice haunted my dreams

I woke up, my inside still screams

I opened my eyes

Wondered where was I

I was in heaven indeed


I heed a melody undaunted, a gleam

A verse no mortal could deem

A tune unblemished

The language angelic

Smooth like an endless stream


A song that would tranquilize a beast

A song that’s a luscious feast

A notion cherished

The theme therapeutic

Enigmatic like the sun of the east


A new crack of dawn

The dew on the lawn

Smile in the sky

I am on an isle that could fly

It’s a mystic land

Don’t want to know what’s beyond

I could reside here forever

Monday, April 11, 2011

the last wild cat

Born from the womb of a creature
That knows no pain,
That has no revenge against its victim
or remourse for the lives it has ended
it began its journey
peircing the wind
with lightining speed
but its destiny was to pierce
the heart of the gigantic striped cat

but little does the little chunk of metal
know the events it has set in motion
from the time it was set to motion
it was a mere puppet in the hands
of the one who claims himself to be invincible
one who cannot give life but doesnt hesitate to take one
not only for his survival but for his fancies

was it a curse or an honor
to wipe of a species from the face of the earth?
to set forth an imbalance in nature
to become a seed of destruction
that would eventually end humanity one day?

life is not 'pause'able

when you look into the mirror
you see the reflection of the real world
the image is the same till the objects remain the same way in here
once they are moved the image is not the same

you want to be on the other side of the mirror
i know it is serene in there
but what you think you see... and what you think you know...
and the fact that 'you'
dont exist, is hard to believe

get back
get back its been so long
get back
get back to where you belong
get back
get back and face it
get back
get back and embrace it

pain is a common thing
its a feeling
feel the sting

Feel the fire
let it burn your passion and lead you to the right path
but not burn it to ashes

feel the air
let it awaken your senses
let the storng breeze blow away your miseries

Feel the water
let it freshen your mood
let it wash away the dirt that has blurred your vision

Feel the sky
let it remind you of the clouds
that has clogged up your sky, let your questions rain the answers

feel the earth
let it give you the platform
let it find you the place to build the world of your dreams



feel the life till you die... laugh till you cry


coz what you ask is not possible
coz life is not 'pause'able

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

misery

Why do you call me crazy???
When you know you are crazy too!!!
When I yell at you.. Hell Yea. You yell back at me

Why do you call me stupid???
When you know you are stupid too!!!
When I said I love you... You said.. totally, I love you too

May be I liked it crude back then
May be U did obtrude
I want this misery to end

Its better to conclude
Rather than to delude
I want this misery to end

why do you say im not caring
wou know you have never cared for me too
you are insensitive
inconsiderate and indecisive

you dont know what you want
still you expect me to give it to you
what eva i do, u say im not cooperative

dont want to sound so rude
but u just spoil my mood
i want this misery to end

go find another dude
i cant take your attitude
i want this misery to end

i want this misery to end.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

let's get back together

i thought i would be happy
when you are gone
why do i feel so sappy
still i keep humming our song

i am not seeking your attention
but i hope you notice me
im dying for your affection
the way it used to be

can we pretend that we never broke up
forget all the stuff in pre-nup
let's get back together
i was slumber
now im sober
so let's get back together


it's your fault, why dint you slap me
when im out of control
instead you have decided to stab me
how did you find my soul

we'r humans, everyone makes mistakes
why wont you let go
please forgive me for old times sake
it wasnt long ago

can we break the silence, n not choke up
past is past, let us revamp
let's get back together
i was slumber
now im sober
so let's get back together

Monday, November 15, 2010

ab hum tumhare!!

What do you want me to do
Iv fallen head over heels for you
Hum dil de chuke sanam
Ab hum tumhare...

Trying to be me
But iv figured out that I can't, you see
Hum dil de chuke sanam
Ab hum tumhare

Kal tak, kya mein tha
Aaj kya mein ban gaya
This is the very reason i tried to stay away from love

Kitne dil main thoda
kitno ko dard diya
what goes around certainly comes around

Monday, October 18, 2010

why me why?

I love you..
Hate you, miss u, wanna kill you
what the hell is going on???

So many feelings
in ma heart, dont know
which is the real one..

The momemt i wake up
I wanna see your face
When i go to bed,
I say fuck you!! Grace

What happens in between
I know you know it too
How many times should i ask
Who the hell is Stu

Why me baby...
Why me why
Why dint you tell me..
That it was all a lie