Soul Song

My body seems to be fucking immortal
My damned soul dies every morning

I wish i could travel through a portal
To the place where i have always been longing

I don't know how long i have been in this hellhole
The depth of debris, i still counting

Can any anybody hear song of my soul
And find out why its ailing

find out why its ailing.. (3)

find out why its ailing
will this ever end (2)

I feel like I am a stranded sailor
lost in the sea of sorrow

my life has ended with just a trailer
no hope of finding marrow

hey, did you say I can still have some hope
and find my way tomorrow

you told me that a million times now
my reflection in the mirror

I just know

U dont care

Our love is

Just a souvenir

Dont you dare

To freakin stare

Get rid of the layer

Of deceit

Accept defeat

U can win

So just retreat

You are no match

for my fleet

Dont move from your seat

All these days you took me for granted

The way back to me is now slanted

Dont try to reach me

You will slide back

With past ghosts my head is still haunted

You made me feel that i am unwanted

Dont try to soothe me

I might strike back

U made me realize

U made me realize

U made me realize

U made me realize

Waked me from the dream of lies

U made me realize

U made me realize

U made me realize

The way to the sunrise

U made me realize

Of all the Joy in life

U made me realize

What's it like to fly the skies

U made me realize

True value of Tears

U made me relaize

That i have no fears

U made me realize

U made me realize

U made me realize

To see the hidden signs

U made me realize

U made me realize

U made me realize

To connect the dots with lines

U made me realize

How to mine my thoughts

U made me realize

I did not get what i sought

U made me realize

Of mysterious clots

U made me realize

Everything ends in a naught

First Love

Young mind echoed the passion

Picked up at a theatre

Inspired by the ardor of two strangers

In cold weather

Was age the catalyst?

Or perhaps it was the beauty?

Was it in his Destiny?

Or a mislead conduit?

No time to be confused

No space left to contemplate

She was no more an alien

But a dweller in his heart

Love, inscribed upon the veins

Instilled every cell in the blood

Travelling through the body

Reaching the temple

To worship the goddess

To ask for a wish

That she would be water

Whilst he be the fish

Swimming through her

And breathing her in

Surrounded by her

And living within

He worshipped the idol

Instated in his heart

How to please the goddess?

Will she answer his call?

Naïve fancies

Swayed day and night

He knew not

The art of love and romance

Standing at a distance

He would observe

Sweating all over

When he meets her eye

Did she say something?

Does she know?

Coz he thought

He had seen them glow

So many problems

So, So many problems

So so so so many problems in my life

Its like a cycle that never dies

All I can do is look at it and give a smile and then sigh…..

What did I do to deserve this fate??

That question is off debate

Even though I would give you an answer, you cant rely

Good things are bound to happen

But I am almost always late

Miss everything by a second, don’t ask me why

So many problems

So, So many problems

So so so so many problems in my life

Its like a cycle that never dies

All I can do is look at it and give a smile and then Sigh…..

So much of difference

So so much of difference

So so so so much of difference between you and I

As much as earth and sky

The problem is that earth exists and not sky

Troubles are just delusions mate

Neither liquid nor solid state

You thought you have caught one, but they dissolve

Everything happens for a reason

And the reason’s always good

On this very principle, our lives revolve

So much of difference

So so much of difference

So so so so much of difference between you and I

As much as earth and sky

The problem is that earth exists and not sky

Heaven

When I was in despair

When I thought life was not fair

When I cried out of rage

Because I couldn’t figure out the maze

Every hope doomed to fail

Loneliness prevailed

Horizon darkened

Crater deepened

I lost my faith

Stopped to breath

Closed my eyes, headed for an eternal sleep…..

A voice haunted my dreams

I woke up, my inside still screams

I opened my eyes

Wondered where was I

I was in heaven indeed

I heed a melody undaunted, a gleam

A verse no mortal could deem

A tune unblemished

The language angelic

Smooth like an endless stream

A song that would tranquilize a beast

A song that’s a luscious feast

A notion cherished

The theme therapeutic

Enigmatic like the sun of the east

A new crack of dawn

The dew on the lawn

Smile in the sky

I am on an isle that could fly

It’s a mystic land

Don’t want to know what’s beyond

I could reside here forever

the last wild cat

Born from the womb of a creature

That knows no pain,

That has no revenge against its victim

or remourse for the lives it has ended

it began its journey

peircing the wind

with lightining speed

but its destiny was to pierce

the heart of the gigantic striped cat

but little does the little chunk of metal

know the events it has set in motion

from the time it was set to motion

it was a mere puppet in the hands

of the one who claims himself to be invincible

one who cannot give life but doesnt hesitate to take one

not only for his survival but for his fancies

was it a curse or an honor

to wipe of a species from the face of the earth?

to set forth an imbalance in nature

to become a seed of destruction

that would eventually end humanity one day?